this is it guys . this is it :)

gotta love class of 2007 _ simply because we're the crappiest class to have ever been on the campus of walnut high school xaxaxa :) but i still love it nonetheless!

i cant stop listening to this so song...

i want to but i cant help it
i love the way it sounds :)

i can never get enough!
its the sweetest song :]

Currently Listening She's the Man By Original Soundtrack Let Go see related

things that i love about my life:

 
the random lunch hang outs with mehgan & grace :)

our sex and the city bondage and because we always have soo much fun when we're together - the original four :)

getting my dead callous skin scrapped off of my feet with the girlies and oh yeah, getting my nails did :)

surprising jenn every year even though she knows that we're going to surprise her and bringing her whole family so that they can all be in on it and because i love the three little pigs xaxaxa :)

being surprised like the day we went to the mall, walkied through the parking lot & saw tony getting out of his car :)

being lame like always, taking pictures in the mall, and doing stupid stuff like stalking girls who take claire's dress and falling them around for an hour and a half :)

the jane jenn jess association that we have, the fact that my dad never knows who's house im going to "jenn? jane?! jenn?!>.?!>/." and the fact that whatever dirty/bad/naughty thing is associated with one person, we're all associated :)

the fact that we babysit robert sandoval's kid, nathaniel, together :)

baby sandoval, nathaniel & his elmo PJ's and the fact that he reminded me of how i want to have a kid so that i can torture them & make them be my slave f-o-r-e-v-e-r :) and also to have someone to squeeze the living crap out of them :)

how i can make jenn jealous so easily xaxaxaxa loserrrrrr :) - sorry mrs hildreth, karr, davies, crisci, smith, etcetcetcetc xaxaxa

one thing i dont love is how freaking JANE JUNE ruined one of the ONLY CHANCES that jennifer nugen & i ever had at having a DECENT picture allkajdlkgja (pretty amazing though huh jenn!!)
 
(need i remind us of those days when she wasn't quite so ... whats the word... photogenic?) - love you jenn! xaxa

i suppose that this picture of jenn & i make up for it :) those were good times - yeah the time that tony RACED denton and "won" xaxa or i mean the time he "raced" denton xaxa :)

taking cue pictures (FOR SURE!!), even if its on my camera or with the actual machine :)

how we ALWAYS ALWAYS go to souplantation because we're too cheap and we always try to get the best deals and because we all love this place like no other. and how we always take pictures on tonys car after we eat as everyone stares at us :)

watching my lovely friend tony lee eat and how we're able to seize this oppurtunity to talk crap about him because he cant hear us because hes so concetrated on eating, love you tony xaxa :)

wonderful inside joke moments, such as the time we saw the foot man with the invisible body :O xaxa

the lovely justin c. chang and how i freeload a million rides from him even when its from kevin park's house to my house xaxa :)

taking pictures with hotties even though i always end up looking retarded :) 

oh em freaking heart attack. how i met the hottiest of the hottie bunch, a man named oscar in my wonderful summar costa rica trip <3333333333

memories of the first time claire & i ever went "clubbing" :)

one of my bestest/favortist friends in the world, claire su and that despite her mood swings and all the moments shes gotten mad at me, i love her like mad & we have some of the greatest memories together :)

taking classic CJ pictures because who doesn't love taking them? :)

also taking classical jessica liu & baby boo jenny penny pictures :)

how i had three of my loveliest and closest friends on homecoming court :) along with the handsome tony lee of course xaxaxa :)

going shopping with tina ding because she always seems to be a mess, especially when she walks into zero period half the period later and how thats her normal hairstyle when she's trying on clothes :) but nonetheless, i love talking to her and she's absolutely groovy xaxa :)

my homebro phillip & how he never brushes his teeth and that this was such a momentous occasion even though hes already in second grade. :)

how i make anybody that has feet take jumping pictures, even my retarded brother :)

how my brother still tucks in his teddy bears to sleep at night :)

how freaking "cool" my daddy is :)

when i actually take sibling pictures, despite how crappy of a photographer my mama is :)

when i hang out with my sister homepeeps cause they're just as accepting of me as my own friends are of me (which i suppose isnt that accepting then. just kidding!)

taking random pictures at lunch because i love my camera to death :)

taking perfected jumping pictures (especially with ida c. [ool]) xaxa :)

how this is what happens every day in bio when we have a sub or take notes or watch a video :)

xaxa playing imaginary volleyball along with all the retarded stuff we learn in TOK (and i dont just like this because im smack dab in the middle... :)

and how im free to be cool - definitely. (ONE TREE HILL FOREVER!)

gosh i could go on and on and not only that but it feels good to know that i CAN go on and on. my goodness, isn't it amazing the things you realize once you start thinking about everything? wow, what is up with me and all these happy xanga entries mon? (wow it was almost EXACTLY 4 months since my last entry!) amazing how fourth months ago i was talking about how soon, it would be determination time; applying for colleges, senior year and well well! what is coming up next week?! none other than college ap's moment. gosh, i TRULY love life :) l

ast but not least though, this xanga entry is dedicated to:

  
tony donakjgdaldksjg lee :)

i dedicate this to him because recently we had a discussion about how we go way back to those lovely 8th grade days when he was a fob and how he tried to talk to me while i ignored him. i dont think he realized how lame (especially when he got scared of the murder mysteries i read xaxa) and annoying i thought he was but i dont think he also realized how cool and what a great friend i thought he was :) we have so much history, especially during those days when he admired my reading skills and even during those days when we werent close and he was close with paul and he made fun of me all the time about paul, never taking me seriously for my passionate love for him xaxa. i even remember those days when i used to ask him to every single dance and he would reject me every single time, telling me how we would go together SOME-day (which wont be happening now. THANKS TONY!) all the way up to those wonderful weekends and days when we used to go to souplantation every week and those days when we would talk about cards or about how he admired me (once again xaxa!) because i was able to make jenns mom love me (xa, those were the days when he didn't have her yet) all the way up to present day where we can talk about anything :) his gullibleness is spectacular and i love every part of it. his kindness is amazing and i love that even more. but what i love the most is just that i'm lucky to have such a wonderful friend in my life and how happy i am for him to be with one of my ugliest friends  ever (hate you jenn!) youre such a dedicated friend (being willing to wake up to take my memory test, even if that was for OTHER REASONS xaxa and taking me all those places) and i hope you have a groovy senior year cause you deserve the best, especially if your visa is going to expire again :) never stop digging those rollie pollies for jenn & i know you're the greatest. i love you tony lee :)

 
an ugly picture, but he looks great. ( gosh we look like ghosts )

dude i'm freaking loving  she's the man / she's the man soundtrack. yummy.

yes its that time of the month again in which i write a xanga entry and and hopefully inspire jane june :) so hello world! it is currently 8:36 PM, lets see how long this takes. so! recently, as school has concluded i feel like there are so many moments when NOTHING.. i mean absolutely nothing runs through my head but then there are also moments in which i start to panic as i begin to realize.. holy man, we have ONE year left. and then i realize that that one year becomes 10 months cause we're only in school for 10 months, give or take a month or two including holidays, etc. and then that 10 months beomes 5 months as i realize that november is our last chance to take the SATS and that in 5 months we're gonna have to start applying for COLLEGES, unless you do early registration.. and then.. that 5 months becomes 2 months as i realize that we have july.. and august to start thinking about all this stuff and think about our possible decisions which i dont think anyone can understand what im trying to say exactly but basically.. that we have like so little time like when you start realizing we have one more school year to raise your GPA and that as of now.. our GPA's are pretty much solid.. and that like we'll have to start visiting colleges which many of us won't even do and we'll start hearing the same questions over and over.. which UC are you applying to (holy man its not even which college -_- speaking stereotypically that is).. which majors did you pick.. what are you plans. its like these questions that we were asked our entire life had no importance and value to us cause we never had to actually answer them and all of a sudden now.. we have to know the answers?!> what is this like seriously. man. its the saddest realization when you realize that youre growing up. i think i'll stop with that cause i think i must have said "realize" & "realization" about 40 times in the past 5 minutes. so now, looking back! there were so many random things that i totally forgot were one of the best memories, really. especially clothing wise. for example...

green day! (xa! no pun intended! thats a good one huh jane!)

MARCH 19, 2006 (what the heck tina! what a poser. and wow! we all have different shades of green (OH! nick greene!! oh no, i'm starting to do it jane)  i must say jenn's green is the prettiest though)

rainbow day :) which was quite a success i must admit!



MARCH 21, 2006 :) xaxa look at bryant, he sure looks excited to be able to be a part of such a groovy thing!

dress day :)

JUNE 7, 2006 :)

man, we had an "ANGEL DAY" too in which we all wore white but that was also the day that i left early so that i could go fail my piano test so no one took a picture. damn, that sucks :( xaxa - oh and sorry for the poor quality, the pictures were scanned -

so i'm pretty damn sad that i can't post any more pictures cause i had a picture of st. patricks day in which our "green day" was more succesful than 10 people in the picture. how typical of our friends :) but we still love them (xa. did that sound forced? i hope not) anyway, basically what i was trying to get at was that overall, this year had so many 's and also many many 's. and despite the fact that it was an intense year of IB, i think this year had the best classes (and no it wasn't cause i flirted with all my teachers. hey man, i didn't flirt with miss donee or mrs lamb OR MISS KARR DESPITE ALL THE LIES THAT MATTHEW ALWAYS SPREADS!) and no it wasn't cause i got to flirt with mr sandoval and mrs hildreth either. it was the classes and the small things that brought us together.. like being in bio ap and our intense studying session that day after school on taxonomy ("since when did we have a four chambered heart?! it was recently installed last year") and the after school study sessions with mrs hildreth cause of the IB & AP tests, no wink after that sentence xaxa and hanging out with our theatre homepeeps and being chaffuered around by ismael and shaan cause theatre required us to watch plays and sitting outside of mrs lambs class at that table cause we all dreaded going into that class and hoped that we could stay OUT of it as long as possible and and being in IB put me into zero period calc which ended up being the best ever and being stuck in sandovals class as his first history sl class (wow, imagine if jenn & i had been in the same class. the flirting battles would have been in-TENSE!) and just being in IB and seeing the same exact people in the same exact classes and becoming so incredibly annoyed of everyone you know?! just the fact that we were IN these classes gives us these memories and lets us look back and allows us to just.. laugh out loud :) for that i will be eternally grateful for all the things that i have hated because i know that no matter what.. the happiness always outweighs the anger and sadness :) so many accomplishments have been made academically, socially, mentally & physically

• as trite as it sounds, i did survive IB. not that getting a 3 on all my IB tests counts as surviving but when i say i survived it, it means that i made it through this whole year without getting F's in all my classes (notice i didnt say F's on all my tests xaxaxa) and pulling through and making me check that damn box that said "I will continue on in IB next year". now that is truly an academic accomplishment :)
• make new friends, but keep the old. one is silver & the other is gold. met more people, even people that i did not like much (including stephen xaxa) and getting closer to people (tina, clarissa, etccccc) and renewing friendships that weren't as strong (claire who i am now going to be spending a whole month with in another country!) and still hanging with homepeeps despite our differences (mehgan & grace, one of the funnest pairs ever :) and becoming "tighter" with homepeeps as tight as we were (jane, whom i must mention because she actually did listen to me and who understood me the most out of everyone, a partially renewed relationship as well, jenn, cause we truly were so gay & fun together despite the countless times ive had to yell at you but i still had to pity you because you were such a bad competitor, patty, who i realized - there i go again with my realizations - was really a homepeep that i truly cared about soo much, jenny, as we attempted a non materialistic relationship which didn't exactly succeed xaxa but was still a really good friend to me) and DAMN. i turned into one of those people who give dedications to their friends in their xanga. i always said i wouldn't do this cause i dont have friends which is true so i'll just stop here and pretend that i'm stopping cause i have too many
• i was stronger. (ahh im seriously gonna kill myself with all the "i'm a better person now because of you and because of this" crap, after i'm done writing more "touching" crap) i got over my obssession with mr. not-so-hot which is really sad cuase it took me three damn years to realize that he aint-so-hot but hey man, senior year will start out fresh :) becoming more aware of who i am (shoot me now) in a way that i was able to realize (holy shit) more things about myself (seriously! i really did!) and just really, attempting to become deeper
• okay not healthy wise xaxa cause that would be a load of crap but i did realize how wonderful walking really is and i found a new passion for running and watching sunsets :) something that i am SOO happy for finding and just eating healthier this year and not eating so much junk food. xaxaxaxa. nice one jess, how could i ever leave those hot fries?! maybe i didn't accomplish much in the physicality aspect of my life

so yeah. its now 10:02 PM on a lovely sunday night.. in WALNUT CALIFORNIA :) yeah i know, i'm supposed to be in costa rica but those damn people didn't have a spot on their damn plane cause their damn plane "malfunctioned" and are making us mother freaking go back again tonight! so claire & i agreed that we wouldn't tell anybody even though she went out with people (so much for the agreement) (oh and since we didnt get to go on the plane last night, we got a 400 dollar voucher pass for that airline so if anyone wants to visit us, call up my mommy  and oh we also checked in our bags so claire and i ended up not having.. ANYTHING since we packed all our stuff in so we have to wear the same outfits as we did yesterday but claire was really sad the whole way back from the airport and this morning cause she didnt even have underwear and when she called she said "okay i'll see you later jess after i shower and change into the same clothes and... underwear" xaxa pointless story (and SHE fell down. and died) anyways! i think its about time to start saying goodbye, AGAIN. maybe this month away will make me forget about my "realizations" and i wont have to think about them until i come back and i wont be that sad. then i'll start having less empty moments as i set mindlessly in front of my computer for hours playing hearts and towers! for now! ADIOS and so until i am back... PURA VIDA! (thats for you jane !) oh and sorry i couldn't make this inspirational :) i think i spent more than enough time on this damn xanga entry. i seriously need a life. oh wait, thats okay because i forgot i was supposed to kill myself for being so inspirationized by my own life and becoming such a strong person :)

ONE TREE HILL seasion premiere... SEPTEMBER 20, 2006  eternally dedicated :)

so like i vowed i would never put those lame xanga backgrounds and crap but come-ON! seriously, how could i resist :) does this not scream  jessica liu or what! its sorta lame, but not. i hate how the words dont go inside. i'll be going back to my usual soon but for now.. ONE TREE HILL SEASON FINALE :) MAY 3, 2006! YAY :) i shall go inundate myself with some more books and notes and homework now. peace to the world and happiness to the middle of the month of MAY!